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May 2003 Log

Thursday, May 22nd, 2003 3:30pm

Change of plans.

I have spent the last 3 years figuring someone else into my schedule, my plans, my life. But that is no more. Last Friday night Cassie left me. She is no longer in love with me, is interested in another guy at NKU, and he is 500 miles closer than I am. I feel like the last 3 years were lost, and that makes me very angry. So I am alone again, I have forgotten how that works and what I am supposed to do. I should have time to figure that out this summer though, as I will be in Rochester doing my own thing, not taking classes and not working for some company. What I had planned for the next several years is now no more. So I will come up with a new plan, set new goals, and figure out what to do with myself.

I hacked off my long hair on Tuesday - it would have been way too hot in this house without air conditioning in the summer.